Exponential longing
Concentrating the storm
Within a damaged soul.
Tearing apart the uneven ground
Leaving only darkness to fall into.
Not knowing where to reach
Or who to try to hold onto.

Please, don't let me crash.
I'm falling quickly,
Almost out of reach.
I'm losing myself
At the hands of disease.

Depression is destroying;
Taking control
Of my ever weakening mind.
It's altering my mindset,
My feelings, my temptations..

The high of hunger
Becomes a demanding crave.
I start to desire more and more
The strength to defeat sustinance.
I won't rely on anything.

It leads me to flirt with destruction.
First my body, then my friendships.
Friends don't deserve such confusion.
I can't rely on them.
I won't let them miss me
When depression completely
Consumes me.

Rocking back and forth
Swaying, the only thing I can think of.
My mind is numb,
Repelling any thought or emotion.
I'm lost within myself.

Please, find me in this darkness.